Kpop-ed

2010-03-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

very long never post le... seriously very long... well. alot's changed.. even my taste of music... haha. yep. now a converted from c-pop to k-pop fan. (Y) how? haha. thanks to dbsk which lead me to snsd which at the end.. opened me up to the world of kpop. lols..

i must announce firstly.. i'm a SONE.. meaning Girls Generation fan. well i have a few 'sub-fandoms' like.. Brown Eyed Girls... T-ara... After School... 4 minute... Kara... f(x)... Davichi... well of course i'm stating all the girl groups.. guy group wise... well B2ST.. DBSK... Suju... U-kiss... Shinee...

well.. for up-close encounters with Korean artistes.. haha. 3 times.. 2 times with BEG, and once is Wonder Girls. in faact.. i just came back from the airport after receiving Wonder Girls. lols~~ they are here for some Sony Ericsson thingy... on tues... and lols.. their new member Hae Rim is here too. and wow.. Sunye's really short.. and Yeeun's super friendly! I did a heart sign and she smiled , nodded and waved back. lols..

i may or may not be back here soon. but my list on the right would be updated (Y) haha!!

2009-03-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

I'm back!

sheetz... its been some time hahahahaha. busy getting myself tired.. gone to denny's bday chalet was a blast n a freakin shek thing.. lost money like it was water from a tap... but anyway it was real fun. haha.

but suddenly feel like having a chance of path.. feel like gg into game programming.. so i can create games n play them. hmm... think think.. deciding...

2009-01-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

Time... need more time....

2009-01-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

Happy 2009 people!

Everyone! Do enjoy your every moments of this brand new year!

Had a peaceful New Year's Day n' Eve.

New year, New start.

I'll work hard.

2008-12-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

Had some free time today.. so re-watched a few movies..

Resident Evil : Extinction
Star Wars : Episode I The Phantom Menace
Star Wars : Episode II Attack of the Clones
Star Wars : Episode III Revenge of the Sith

now can't wait for RE4 to come out..

Will be looking forward to some movies next year.. or maybe later..
like...
Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
Terminator : Salvation
Ironman II
The Avengers
Superman : The Man of Steel

2008-12-26T00:03:00.001+08:00

hmmm..
yeah...
maybe...
i do behave differently...
haha...

2008-12-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

Dong Bang Shin Ki/Tong Vfang Xien Qi
Tonight

Wait until around the end of the song.. It's crazy...

2008-12-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

~Dong Bang Shin Ki/Tong Vfang Xien Qi~

=Max Changmin=

-Wild Soul-

....Enjoy....

2008-12-21T13:12:00.002+08:00

Pictures.....

Silver '08

Silver '08 again...

'V' signs for everyone! (besides an unsuspecting Ruixian)

For the pictures below....

rated NC-16

Pole-dancing feat Junze(dancer) and Me(The Pole)

Ahh~~ Bu yao ma... ft. Wenjie(the lady) and Me(the 'Colour' official)

2008-12-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

my arms are giving me hell...

my fists won't even clench firmly...

dead...

2008-12-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

i wonder who gave us the ability to speak..

i'm sure whoever gave us this ability wanted us to put it to good use...

2008-12-12T19:41:00.001+08:00

urrghhh......

i feel terrible....

fever....

but not enough...

sore throat...

still not enough...

nose block....

NOT ENOUGH....

stomach ache....

hai... sickening....

2008-12-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

hey... im back~~...

i wonder if ppl do read my blog.. muahaha.. if u do thank you...

if you don't.... THANK YOU for being honest.. (well, you won't even know unless u're reading this anyway... right i'm not mking sense...)

okay... busy.. hectic... heart-wrenching 2-3 weeks..

anways...
*claps claps
i finally return to hui guan after being MIA (and i really mean MIA.. totally no contact w hui guan ppl) for 3 months plus..
i felt like some kind of wanted criminal.. everyone who saw me was like "YOU?!" or "NI?!"..
yeah... kind of weird... but it was like gg back home after a short trip 'overseas'..

1stly, i was just a normal audience at Silver's production on a friday night.. 28th.. after watching them... it was like me when i was still involved in hui guan productions...

it felt... well.. how do u explain... oh you know la...

then i gave my "LEE guitar" concert tix to my sis and went for Silver's performance on the 29th.. well... for me.. i wld say it was a smart decision.. cux if i hadnt gone back on the 29th.. i probably won't have missed huiguan as much as i did when i joined the Silver kiddies in their "Hua Tian Cuo : The Return of the Ai Yans"..

zhiyuan, roxanne n me.. guest performance.. haha.. only one word to describe it.. oh make it 2..

"FUN" well.. as for the 2nd.. "TIRED" well.. its not easy keeping up after relaxing for 3 months plus...

well after tt i helped out with the clearing up and eventually was "forced" to stay over.. (actually i planned to do so. =p) HA.

well... obviously.. there had to be a gossip session. buuuut... shant say abt it... yep.. but anyway..

alot n not alot happened during the 3 months plus when i was'n in huiguan.. well... (explain more larrr~!) ok..

well... IT'S COMPLICTED.. hard to put it here too..

so then a feew days ago, silver had to act for the kiddies in huiguan, whom are having their final lesson for the year before they celebrate x'mas n new year. well...

happy to say i got promoted from 'Audience' to 'Props'. wow... watched the show twice n i got the job? heh heh heh...

well they acted till 5+ for sat.. oh one thing happened.. cux i was helping out in silver i didnt hve time to buy pressie for ah ger.. ruixian.. so i recruited the help of weinan.. boi.. and got wen jie to share pressie. so weinan bought a big turtle/tortoise?( green color.. if u where wondering) and a banana-shaped pencil case. well when i called ah ger out n she saw the pressie she was like...

like..... err.. ok.... i dunno how to explain... well happy. yeah.. hahha,. xianxian(the green tortoise) almost covered her whole body larrr~(oooookayyyy... im exaggerating.) others must be jealous.. =p MUAHAHA... lol...

well then on sunday.. tingle came back from cruise n from then on things went from funny.. to hilarious to

uncontrollable chain effect of xiao changs n ban wrong dao ju...

for the last chang.. almost everyone had at least one xiao chang.. n even i, who ban the dao ju correctly for the past 6 shows.. messed up!!.. sheez.... oh well. it was fun anyway... but nevertheless..

i wanna thank jiawei laoshi for letting me help out and staying over with you guys.
cux of this 2 weeks with silver and you guys, it has sort of re-ignited my desire to return to huiguan every sat n sun.. even everyday! yeah!!

Silver '08 + 2 teachers of Silver '08 ( Jiawei laoshi, n Huiling laoshi)...

THANK YOU!

wa... what a long post.... >.< oh and i think im lazy.. cuz i dont wanna care abt the template anymmore... i'll just keep it nice n simple.. =)

2008-10-08T20:02:00.002+08:00

hai... its freaking confusing... do you really love this family?? if you do, why hell are you doing this... everytime i see you i feel u are so fake... until you realised what you've done... i will not answer any f***ing qns u ask me, or even tok to u... just leave me alone.

2008-10-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

seems like, as always... my presence is unfelt... uncalled for... probably shudden even appear... it aches... it aches really hard... but what can i do about it... i'm nothing compared to him... heaven n hell... and obviously i'm closer to hell... duh....
no matter what i do... what i say... how hard i try... i always lose...
you don't listen to me... you only listen to him... and i seem like a dumb person... waiting waiting... but i know.. that it'll never happen.. it never happens... only once...
i'll have to face both of you tml... i wonder if i can hold on much longer... even if he says he wont... it doesn't help at all.. if fact... makes me feel even worse... even more... inferior.... like some pile of crap... hai...

2008-10-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

being loved is easy... but loving someone... takes a toll on you...

2008-09-28T10:28:00.002+08:00

had a dream ytd....

no wonder they call it a dream...

its not real....

but it seemed so real...

the joy i had was real...

but the heartache i had when i woke up was even more real....

2008-09-27T12:36:00.002+08:00

down 13 stories... to tpy central n back... up 13 stories.... owww. leg tired... but i'll continue.. for myself n ....

*come on u lazy bum, go excersise more!

roger that! Cssshhh!

2008-09-26T00:29:00.001+08:00

this feeling just s****... not me... not me... it's just not me???.... why??? i just don't understand... why.... why not me???

2008-09-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

later's competition...

on one hand i hope to win... so i'll be able to... but... he'll... then.... i'll....

on the other hand... if i don't win... he'll..... but i still will be able to.... but... he'll.. then i'll.....

so am i thinking too much?...

yes..

2008-09-21T01:29:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really hate myself.

sometimes i really don't know myself.

sometimes.... i don't even want to be me...

i want to be someone else....

and not me....

"I think too much. That is what you tell me too. But you never noticed me."
"I think too much. I feel the same way too. These are the only comforting words to myself."

2008-09-13T18:57:00.003+08:00

a man and a woman are a married couple. they had 2 children, a boy and a girl. The girl was already working, while the boy was still pursuing his studies. One night, while everyone was sleeping, the boy stumbled upon his father's phone. He read through the messages stored in the phone.
"Darling, I....." he read, but saw that the name wasn't his mother's, quickly put down the phone lest his father wake up and find him reading his phone. The boy didn't know what to do, saying it out would probably cause the family to break up, by telling his sister, whom he didn't feel could help out much, probably won't believe him. So far he's not told anyone this secret.... until now...

and that boy is.......

me....
god... please help me...

2008-07-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

ha. i'm trying to make some money. so yeah. i created a blogshop to sell my comix.. dont worry they're cheap. and i mean CHEAP.

so come visit. see if wanna buy or not. haha.

Comiz 4 U

2008-06-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

shit.. im watching fight science on national geog. shit.. damned scary. ninjitsu.. omg. 0.8vc... the highest is 1.0vc... even a car can only maximum of 1.0vc... crazy.... SHIT!!!. this is crazy.... ooo sheet... weapons... spear.. staff... sword... broadsword/sabre... japanese katana... shhheeeett... my goodness....

2008-06-16T20:15:00.004+08:00

performance is finally over.. got a real good long rest. 2 am till 5pm... longest sleep ever since i took up this SM role.

firstly. i want to thank everyone who made this performance a success, and those who gave words of encouragement to me.

thank you charlene, rox, randall, meijun, huitian, tingle, ruixian, shixuan, sua, shiqi, xunbin, tong n dishan.

for those i left out, thank you, all of you.

now that i know, i have a little more in me to do just 1 more production before i book in next year. i really want to write a script.

2008-06-10T09:01:00.001+08:00

bumped in... actually i am still doubtful of my own props. but i try to finish it today. by hook or by crook.

2008-06-07T09:52:00.001+08:00

how much do i rate it on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the highest.

i say 5.

you gotta be kidding.

2008-06-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

less than ten days... i look back and see what have i learnt from this production.. flight sgd was how to comunicate. this was timemanagement. yes huitian was right. i had poor time management. when i'm at huiguan, i lose my motivation to continue doing my duties when i start to play anyone's PSP. i've to thank ruixian ah, n most imptly huitian! (thank you ruixian n huitian!) w/o whom i wont be able to get most of my props in time. less than 10 dyas away. tml i shall not waste it away. jack, finish painting the box, its cover and its handles. get 稿纸s. and whatever's left on my list.

jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!...

2008-05-31T01:01:00.002+08:00

tired.. tired.. and still tired... fell out with my mum. just cuz i took taxi home. she practically scolded me everytime i took a step. finally i couldn't hold back, i shouted at her and threw my bag in front of her, and stomped off. argh.. i'm already so tired and still have to go huiguan, and still have to hear her scold me. argh... enough... *deep breaths

ok... phew... anyways.. during this production, i discovered a few godsons and a couple of goddaughters, namely jiajun, weinan, xunbin, ruixian and tristal. i feel so old.. but oh well... ok. im REALLY TIRED.. im going off...

2008-05-07T06:56:00.001+08:00

crap. i wonder if its th stupid pin that made my leg like that. i was so lucky that i stepped on a freaggin' pin, went right through my slippers. wtf.... crap.... now my leg hurts... like hell.

2008-05-04T08:19:00.002+08:00

truth's been told, but in fact, i feel much better.

next.

the script's finally out, just hope there isn't a 4.0.

next.

at CG's birthday party, i swear i saw my SJI senior there.

next.

i'm being an idiot these few days. 4 years. tsk tsk tsk.

next.

poor slippers, it was my last pair.

next.

damned, i'm tired.

next.

ok. there's no more next. i'll have to wait for it.

2008-04-24T22:25:00.001+08:00

林宥嘉 - 背影

三公分阳光　三公分空气　堵在眼前　像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情　剩下只有脚印

一直向前走　走不完距离　一直向后　退不出回忆
很高兴有心事　帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气　变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光　蒸发成云　再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以　住进你的眼睛　所以才能　拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾　用来牢牢记住　不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以　拥抱你的背影　所以才能　变成你的背影
躲在安静角落　不用你回头看　不用珍惜

我怀里所有温暖的空气　变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事　蒸发成云　再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

感谢我不可以　住进你的眼睛　所以才能　拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾　用来牢牢记住　不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以　拥抱你的背影　所以才能　变成你的背影
躲在安静角落　不用你回头看　不用珍惜感谢我不可以　

拥抱你的背影　所以才能　变成你的背影
躲在安静角落　如果你回头看　不用在意

2008-04-23T23:48:00.003+08:00

i think that i'm losing it, everyone tells me i think too much, how can i not?

2008-04-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

time to resume my responsibilities. too much time on thinking.

2008-04-20T01:59:00.003+08:00

could have thrown myself out the window. great. "Master of Sensitivity". failure.

2008-04-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

i'm probably thinking too much.. but what if i'm not? maybe its true? can I do what i'm supposed to do? when the time comes... i'll think about it when the time comes... if it comes...

2008-04-19T07:35:00.002+08:00

oh anyway. i listened to one of mr brown's podcasts again. the 2 many 2 count: erp drift. hilarious. simply hilarious. one of the few times tt i really laughed about this week.

2008-04-19T07:30:00.002+08:00

sian. 730pm in the morning and im already awake. on a saturday summore. week 1 is over. week 2 is coming. but i've acomplished nothing so far. where's the me who was so full of fighting spirit last week saying i can take up many things at a time? presumably off for some vacation. my stomach aches.

2008-04-18T23:56:00.001+08:00

I so want to sing a song, and i so don't want to sing a song. but i'll have to sing it some day. i just hope its the one i want.

2008-04-18T19:34:00.001+08:00

now i finally understand the meaning of words coming to the throat, then swallowing it back. and today i felt very full, very very full.

2008-04-18T06:50:00.002+08:00

oh how brilliant... 3 posts in one day... must be a new record... man... am i really that sad?.. after ytds drama, my heart is in a wrench. probably no one noticed, and as kelvin said, girls are lucky cuz they can cry, guys just smile and get on with it, no matter what the outcome (just live with it). and 'big' huitian told me before that guys are irresponsible... i have to agree though... but i have to put in a few good words for myself! I AM RESPONSIBLE. so what am i trying to say u ask? well, to be honest, i don't know either. ah hahahaha.

2008-04-18T06:40:00.002+08:00

Kenji Wu - 牵牵牵手

我的话不多不会讨好
一句我爱你都说不好
全世界想救都没解药
只有你给我微笑

该怎么去爱我没学好
太多的招式我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道

牵牵牵牵手一直走到最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣
我相信我会永远在你左右

该怎么去爱我没学好
太多的招式我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道

牵牵牵牵手一直走到最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣
我相信我会永远在你左右

牵牵牵牵手一直走到最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣
我相信我会永远在你左右

永远在你左右

2008-04-17T17:23:00.002+08:00

oh the drama... oh the politics.... oh the unnecessary tears... oh.. (shut-up!!)
oh great. 2 hours wasted on it. brilliant. the other groups must be laughing at us.

oh spare me the torture... kill me now.. or the pain would be greater... or even better.. shed some hope on me.. to revitalise me...

2008-04-14T00:08:00.004+08:00

i've recovered, just in time for school. but seriously speaking, i missed school. not for any special reason, but cause i look forward to having more things to do. even with the SM role in the production, i felt that i still had quite alot left in me. hopefully the project can start earlier, don't worry i'm not crazy. i'm just trying to 充实 myself. so bring it on. i'm redy for more. muahaha.

2008-04-05T10:15:00.001+08:00

i've heard of drinking at least 8 cups of water each day.
but i've had at least 8 litres of water ytd.
*burp

i feel bloated...

2008-04-04T08:50:00.001+08:00

*sick

argh. stupid sore throat ---> fever
at least now its only the sore throat.
argh.

*sick

2008-04-04T08:49:00.001+08:00

alright. ive decided. muahaha. yes. i shall continue my collection of VCDs n DVDs, while i sell my comics. brilliant.

2008-03-26T23:32:00.001+08:00

well aren't i a confused one. so is it a yes or no? ah heck. see how things go then.

2008-03-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

oooo. no one would believe the amount of vcds n dvds i've watched this holidays.
ok heres a list:
The Legend太王四神记
HERO律政英雄
PGSM美少女战士
Transformers
Pirates of the Caribbean At World's End
Sunshine
Flashpoint导火线
Mop Girl抹布女孩

oh and especially when the weather is like 'woooshhh' or when its raining, and i cant go out, i watch and relax. wow. oh i guess im not done yet. there still a few more i gotta get. muahahaha. soon.

2008-02-17T10:18:00.002+08:00

Life's been kind to me so far, able to sleep well, eat well. Lately, it's gone quite bad for me. Being unable to study, having nightmares, staring into the pale blue skies. Just let me study for this 2 weeks. I promise that after this 2 weeks, you can torture me all you like. Just let me be able to study.

2008-02-12T08:44:00.000+08:00

"我們的歌" 是 "你和我" "不完整的旋律". "Love Story" "本來" "簡簡單單", 但 "唯一" 的 "你不在". "愛，很簡單", 但在這 "寂寞的季節", 我 "戒不掉" 也 "開不了口". "IF" "需要你的愛", "多苦都願意". "練習" "Forever Love", "無可救藥".

2007-12-26T14:48:00.001+08:00

LOST

PHONE

!!!

2007-11-25T08:28:00.000+08:00

went to watch silver's performance yesterday night. can't believe i didn't open my gmail for a week. oh and Desmond, I thought you were asking if I was going to see yuxuan off, cause i didn't read the spams, but i forgot to reply you in the end. Anyway, back on the performance, Saturday was better, after hearing from silver themselves. Less screw-ups, more emotions and definitely better acting. The first show was pretty okay, considering it had less acting as compared to the 2nd. For the 2nd, emotions were quite strong, and much easier to 牵动the audiences' feelings. Not much for acting wise, just that some of them have to do more characterisation and be more confident on stage. On the overall, this performance was quite refreshing, considering I've not watched hkhk shows in a long time(taking part is not watch). I'll be looking forward to next year's Gold performance, so those advancing to Gold, keep up the good work or challenge yourselves by doing even better.
now on serious stuff, i happened to hear what jiawei lao shi and jinghui said to the silver group and i have to say, heed those words. You might think their words not important but i'd give you a big No, what they said are very important, especially if you want to continue to pursue your passion in stage productions, be it in huiguan or other 剧团s. So for those of you who are half-hearted, try to be more involved, for face the kick, there are definitely others that are more passionate than you waiting to take your place.

2007-11-19T07:43:00.000+08:00

bah... notes can't get past this thick skull of mine. guess i'll just have to work extra hard for the next test.

anyway happy birthday to yonglin(in a few days time) and happy birthday to yuxuan(in 1 weeks and a few days time).

2007-10-31T06:18:00.000+08:00

6 am in the morning and i'm already searching fer functions for our itipj. man. i was too complacent last sem. and it cost me alot. my of my modules were A, but due to my written papers, they dropped to B or even C. so this sem there's no room for complacency. I've gotta start early.

2007-10-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

life is unfair. it's never fair. you just have to make the best out of what you have. You don't have to answer to anyone. you only need to be accountable to YOURSELF and ONLY yourself.

conclusion : think for yourself. (do i have to tell you everything? -.= gosh this looks like a bruise)

gosh. i'm making enemies everywhere. '0'

2007-10-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

something's been bothering me for very long. I just don't understand why can't everyone get along. The thing is, guys are ok, but girls? OK. i'm not being sexist, BUT in SOME cases, really, I don't see any need to get upset. I've been taught, by two very different people, the same thing, voice out your thoughts. By keeping it in you or finding other means of telling everyone without facing them, you are telling everyone except the target audience. That is certainly not good. How do i know? I've been there, and done that, and regretted. But oh, i learnt my lesson. Yes, this post seems the same method, but i find it inappropriate to tell you people straight in the face. We've been together for quite some time, i just don't believe the words everyone uses. Oh, and if you can't work with people and you think you did alot of work, so wrong, the world is so much bigger out there. You can't live in here, when you go out, you don't have much of a chance. Things happening here are much smaller scale of what's going to happen out there in the big world. So face it, there billions of people out there. You can't adapt, you get the boot.

Whatever I've said above is strictly readable. Feel free to leave comments on my tagboard. Comments are VERY welcomed.

2007-10-20T09:11:00.000+08:00

IRONMAN

gosh. all my childhood superheroes are finally coming to life. brilliant! the trailer looks cool. man. you just gotta love these directors and producers.

2007-10-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

stumbled upon this vid. it's cool, but i prefer christian bale as batz, and brandon routh as Sups(pronounced as: So-ups, this is what flash calls him).

2007-10-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

ALIENS vs PREDATOR : REQUIEM

they're back. but this time...

it's on earth.

If you want the trailer. u can get the full extended, HD one from me. Cause i cant post. its too gory, bloody and disgusting. but it's action-packed. so suits me. =)

2007-10-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

RESIDENT EVIL : EXTINCTION

wow. how i wish i could critise the movie. but i cant. cause i'm really an action-movie gooer. slashed up zombies, blasted undead, telekinesis fighting. My type of movie. haha. to each his own.

2007-10-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

ooo. had a weird dream ytd. totally had no link with my real life. i woke up literally scratching my head. couldn't really recall who was it. it seemed like someone. ha. oh well. its only a DREAM!

2007-10-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

crap. im jealous. he can sing, he looks good. she likes him. ahh. and she likes his singing too. hai...

i know i know. its only a show. haha. but how i wish... yeah.
*snap
okok. i'm awake.

2007-10-10T13:20:00.000+08:00

My fav song so far.

enjoy...

wo men de ge..

2007-10-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

oww. finally blogging after so long. actualli.. i've heard many classic phrases for these few weeks. ONLY THING IS... i didn't jot them down. it could have been an inspiration for a script. (oh i'm trying script writing. TRYING!) yep. less talk, more think, less blog, more write. =)

2007-09-26T07:52:00.000+08:00

okae~ ytd night was mid autumn fes. and we had qing gong yan number 8 ( how did it add up to that??) i just too lazy to type. photos are easier. here goes.

Well as for the last 2 fotos... fengkuang tried to give this kid his lantern. haha. but the kid avoided him. then miaojuan passed the lantern to this kid, he took it. hahaha. so in conclusion. kids are afraid of fengkuang. (Shit~ Pro~ Okai~)

2007-09-24T10:19:00.000+08:00

在空中翱翔了3个多月的紫飞机，终于抵达目的地了。
流过的汗水，泪水，都是值得的。
旅程当中的风风雨雨，都度过了。
该是时候把紫飞机收在我们的心里，
好好的休息后，面对下次的挑战。

2007-09-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

most of my props are done.. i can confidently say 99.9% finished. but props aside, everyone's so stressed up that even i was affected. everytime i look at someone, they screw up their face that creates the "I'm Stressed" face. n being not too vocal, i dont know how to encourage them or solve their problems. but we've come so far, done so much, and to just break at this moment, its a pity.. so just work hard, work well and most importantly work happily..

2007-09-20T02:10:00.001+08:00

i need to de-stress......

2007-09-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, what people say can make a positive or negative impact on you. Be it an advice from a friend, an opinion from someone you knew for awhile, a suggestion from a close friend, or even a critisim from someone you barely know. Sometimes, the advice, opinion, suggestion or critisim may knock you to your senses, other times, it may knock you into this dark street, where you can only rely on your basic instincts to get you through, to find the light on this dark street that leads you on. Friends who stick around, even when you are in this dark street, will be considered your true friends. But they can only help you so much, the rest is up to you. Words of encouragement, advice, suggestions, these are things that will help you only if you help yourself. By helping yourself, you are being accountable to yourself, not others, yourself. As long as you feel you have done what's right, you'll be accountable to yourself..

Ok it may seem a load of crap to you.. but for me.. its hell of a meaningful load of crap.

2007-09-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

100th!! for my 2nd blog... actually nothing much to say but "Jiayou"..

2007-09-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

around less than 2 weeks before the september production yan chu.. gosh.. im feeling so unprepared.. props are not ready!!!! AHHHHH!!!! After tml's lian pai i totally need to focus 100% on september production liao. i just hope everyone's not unhappy with me..

2007-09-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

its late and i
should be resting now
and preparing for tml's course
but i've still got lots of stuff to do
gosh. SM's a really, really tough job
and now there are like 17 shows?
luckily there are 3 of us
in need of rest...
esp now..
sick..
ah..

2007-08-31T08:25:00.000+08:00

oh no.. this cannot be happening... my voice!! stupid sore throat.. and flu... damned you both.. how am i supposed to sing like that?? Argh!!!

2007-08-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!. but im so sian at home, although i have lots of work to do. Gossips are everywhere!! And im so updated! for the first time!!! muahaha.

2007-08-28T07:44:00.000+08:00

argh!! gossips are like drugs!!! once you've had a taste of it, you'll want more!!! its like, i know alot. but i wanna know MORE!!! oh no this is bad.. totally, esp when im still having exams for the next 3 days.... someboday save me~~~

2007-08-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

jj got the guts. when can i be like him? facing someone you like, and tell her straight. gosh.

2007-08-14T08:34:00.000+08:00

i more week to exams and my revision is so unproductive. studying at home isn't a good idea for me, i'll go online n check mails surf, blar blar. although i'm not playing tlbb, bt im still using the computer. urgh.. i need more motivation.

2007-08-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

this is hilarious.. from rush hour 3

Dojo Master: May I Help You?

Detective James Carter: I'll be asking the questions old man. Who are you?

Dojo Master: Yu.

Detective James Carter: No not me you!

Dojo Master: Yes I'm Yu!

Detective James Carter: Are you deaf?

Dojo Master: No Yu is blind!

Detective James Carter: I'm not blind, you blind

Dojo Master: That is what I just said.

Detective James Carter: You just said what?

Dojo Master: I did not say what, I said Yu.

Detective James Carter: That's what I'm asking you!

Dojo Master: And Yu is answering.

Detective James Carter: Shutup!

Detective James Carter: You!

Dojo Master: Yes?

Detective James Carter: Not You, Him! What's Your name?

Dojo Student: Mi.

Detective James Carter: Yes You!

Dojo Student: I'm Mi.

Dojo Master: He's Mi and I'm Yu.

Detective James Carter: And I'm about to whoop your old ass man because I am sick of playing games!

2007-08-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

here i am, trying very hard to study. but this kid downstairs is screaming his head off, watching a practise match at FTPSS. I really want to go down, slap him and tell him stop screaming.

2007-07-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

things happen, i had the intention of posting pictures on the relevant topics. but problem is, i didn't get to take the photos.

for example, on friday, Hey! Gorgeous, 校花校草，came to our school and we happen to see them. First it was Fiona Xie and Ah Ben, then at lunch, was Xu Zheng Rong and Huang Jun Xiong. Well, there was this commotion when JunXiong went to queue for his lunch, western food. All the girls started swooning and asking to take pictures with him. Xu Zheng Rong on the other hand, was taking pictures with the stall holders. Oh well, but to rush my project, i skipped the whole chunk of the competition held at our attrium.

Then today, went to hui guan early to help out. Then took 剧照，had 连排 and went to MOS for 'supper'. Nothing exciting but really entertaining, all the funny stuff that happened. The "Get his e-mail address", "Shio Ba Zang", "You are not man", "Alien/Sumo/many more faces". All these things make me laugh, and realise that there are so much fun in this world. I'm feeling pink in the health right now.

2007-07-27T07:29:00.000+08:00

if laughter's the best medicine, then i'm very healthy fot the past 2 days.

2007-07-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

one can never have enough sleep

2007-07-21T07:12:00.000+08:00

ok people. it has ended. Harry Potter, the boy who lived, has completed his mission. I'm quite happy to say i've made a few right predictions. [warning: spoilers ahead]

well. dumbledore IS dead. and he does appear in the portrait. but most of the time Harry was away from hogwarts. and RAB is sirius's brother, and yes, kreacher helped him get the horcrux. and yes!! snape's not evil!. he planned it with dumbledore. YES!. i love it when im right. haha. bt ginny didn't die, (phew) but moody and dobby died. lupin too. bt urgh. harry potter is a horcrux!!! gawd. i feared tt answer. deathly hallows. now i noe y JKR said that explaining 'hallows' wld give away the story. and yes harry potter died. and meet dumbledore!! (????? wth>???) bt dumbledore explained that harry isnt really dead!(?????? WTH??????) yes. and then Harry returns and finished off voldemort. dis is of cux a v v v v summarized ver. as i onli read a few chaps. haha. and the ending.

2007-07-15T08:02:00.000+08:00

ok. i have a test tml. a test that i wanna score an A in. but i couldnt leave potter alone! he's like, been with me for, wad say 10 whole years? and its onli hours away before the release of the last book, so now, let me do my final deductions. yeah. so here goes, my theories on what is gonna happen in the last book(pls look carefully, MY THEORIES!!!)

Dumbledore IS DEAD, as i've repeatedly told people around me, but he would be helping Harry. And i'm sure readers would have realised that all headmasters that passed away, would have their portraits pinned onto the wall of the headmaster's office. Well there you are, Dumbledore would be assisting Harry through the portrait. I've read somewhere that Dumbledore would be able to help Harry through the Chocolate frog cards. Amusing, but possible.

Sirius Black IS NOT DEAD, well... i hope so. The two-way mirror and the motobike comes back in book 7, according to JKR. So i felt that without Dumbledore(although he could still help him, he is not there for Harry physcially), Harry still needed a pillar of support. And that pillar would be Sirius. Yes far-fetched as it maybe, Sirius was annouced dead by the Order when he fell through the archway. Or is he? Maybe the archway was connected to somewhere else? What exactly is the archway? No one has been able to tell. So i feel that it's a gateway to some place, and Sirius may have found some way to come back. So yeah. He'll be back!(again... i hope so)

Mysterious R.A.B. - Who could it be??? For me, i think he is Sirius's dead brother, Regulus Arcturus Black. Fits eh? Yes, not only does it fit, i also have sources to back it up. As mentioned in the note, R.A.B. called Voldemort "The Dark Lord". Only death eaters call Voldemort by that name, other than "Master". Also, Voldemort handed orders to have Regulus killed. Reason being that Regulus, according to Sirius, wanted to "back out". In the note R.A.B. left for Voldemort, he said in his first line that "I know I will be dead long before you read this". Well, Regulus was hunted down some 16 years ago(according to book 6's timing), it was around there when Voldemort created his Hocruxes and kept it somewhere he felt safe. However, for Regulus to be able to retrieve the Slytherin Locket, it would require 2 person to complete the job. As what Dumbledore has said, the one who wants to remove or check on the hocrux must finish the potion. Maybe Regulus had someone with him to help him finsh the potion, but as the boat only allows 1 wizard to cross at a time, the person could be a creature instead. Kreacher is what i'm guessing. The reason why Regulus was ordered to be killed was that he discovered Voldemort's Hocrux and his soul-spliting secret.

Snape! Death Eater? Or Dumbledore's man through and through? A very, very big question mark lies upon where Snape's loyalties lie. I feel that Snape, is a Dumbledore's man through and through. WHY?? You may ask. "HE KILLED DUMBLEDORE!!!" Yes, i know very well he did. Has anyone thought about why? To gain Voldemort's full trust. By killing the world's most powerful wizard of modern times, nothing will stand in the way of Voldemort and his quest of conquering the Wizarding world. "For pete sakes, he killed Dumbledore even when Dumbledore pleaded with him!" He was Dumbledore's man, but he had made the Unbreakable Vow with Narcissa. He could not break the terms of the Vow, especially when Bellatrix as their Bonder. Bellatrix, a loyal, loyal death eater, was already suspecting Snape. To gain her trust, he made the Vow and made Bellatrix Bonder to gain their ful trust. Killing Dumbledore himself only made other Death eaters and Voldemort trust him more. Exactly what he wanted. So that he could gain knowlege about Voldemort. I don't think Dumbledore knows about the Vow, if he had known, he wouldn't have pleaded with Snape. Another explaination is that he does know about the Vow, and he is pleading to Snape to kill him, as what they have earlier planned, so that he could gain trust from Voldemort. I believe that in the last book, he secretly passes notes to Harry, but on these notes, no names are written on it. Using his name would be too risky, and also using his name would only anger Harry more, seeing that he was Dumbledore's murderer. But in the end, i think Snape will die eventually, no matter whose side he's on.

Peter Petigrew and his debt to Harry. Yes, it has not been repaid. And Voldemort does not like assosiations with Harry. So i feel that Peter would die in this book too, to repay Harry's debt.

Who's gonna die? Harry? Ron? Hermione? Well, not these 3, according to JKR. As what i would have expected too, Killing Harry would be a too obvious ending, so as to kill of the merchandising. Kill Ron? Its gonna be hard on Hermione. Likewise for Ron if Hermione was killed. For me, let Harry be the one who suffers. Ginny Weasley will die, sad but that's what i think. I would love to leave Luna out of this section, and i am going to do so. I like Luna so much that i'll go crazy if JKR makes her die.

Luna and Neville's Roles. Well, both make an impact on Harry's life. Why? You may ask. Again. Well. Simple. Neville's part of the prophecy. Only reason was that the prophecy lead Voldemort to Harry instead. Voldemort CHOSE Harry, as he was most like him, Half-Blood. Voldemort see Harry as his equal, therefore "mark him as his equal". WHY did ne NOT make Neville the chosen one instead? Simple, Neville was pure-blood. Voldemort wanted someone that could match him, see his enemy as an equal, even if it means purity of wizarding blood. So Harry was chosen. Now to Luna. Is she even important? Yes, i feel. You see, she seem to have alot of things in common with Harry. Mum died young, shunned by people(sometimes) just because they are abit different and both believed that believing in faith itself is enough. One cannot help but notice their similarities. But how large of a role will she have in book 7 i cannot say. But i hope she does have a big role.

To be truthful, i have more predictions, but seems like time is not on my side(I suspect Nargles are behind it!) and i'll have to stop here. No worry, it'll all be revealed in 17 hours. Till then, happy predicting. After then, it'll be goodbye Harry Potter, the boy who lived.

Luna Lovegood, "I think I'll go have some pudding."

Hermione Granger, "Just because you have an emotional range of a teaspoon doesn't mean we all have."

2007-07-04T07:50:00.000+08:00

i can feel tt ipmt dates are nearing , skoo exams, aug prod, sept prod.. really.. i'm not going to try this thing again.. its a good experience for me though.. not doing more than what i can do, but what if i can cope? we shall see then..

2007-07-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

im so tired... i barely have time to play le.. half of my time are spent on projects. the other half are mostly huiguan stuff. i used to haf like 3-5 hrs of free time. now.. 1 hour considered good liao.. hai.. even on the way to huiguan or back oso thinking about project. IPTNET test coming up... havent touched it.. hai.. i'm beginning to hate forums...

2007-06-29T01:09:00.002+08:00

hmm. koped dis frm tzehui's website. my advice.. dont do dis when u haf like 3 projects on hand, and you have not even finished it yet.

2007-06-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

I tried to picture myself at the end of sept 2007. I shuddered at the thought. Cux i realized how much i have to do in these 3 months. first up, e-commerce project, my forum is still not done yet. Pofm, 70% done. Biz Com, 0% done. Biz Environment, 0% done. Then, hui guan's aug prod, pailians and all. Also, sept prod's pailians are too, ongoing. My exams are in aug.. and i hardly did any form of revision. my exam week clashes head-on with aug prod. then right after aug prod. gotta rush for sept prod. luckily there's one more sm for sept prod, char! lucky liren wanted 1 more sm. phew. bt char also has her own stuff during tt period of time, plus aug prod she oso. wah.. hmm.. i'm gonna chiong liao.. if not there is no time.. i have so much to do in such a short time. seems like i must restrict the number of times i go out.

2007-06-26T07:40:00.000+08:00

I seem to have this curse that i can't shake off for years. No matter how hard I try not to fall into that position, I'll eventually end up there. Ah-hah. I'll just stay there until it's over then. It's not like I have a choice. Hahaha.

2007-06-25T07:46:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of holidays are gone. and i barely studied. did pofm project. ecpj. tts all. can't believe tt i wasted the 2 weeks. bt. i had fun. with friends. yep. went out to watch movies, mindscafe, for potluck, play LAN, basketball. if there is any consolation, it wld be tt i spent my holidays w my friends, happily.

Thanks guys.

2007-06-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

i haven't forgotten about my mongolia!! But it seems so far... hai... holidays are going to be over soon. and i haven't really done much revision. thats a bad thing. very bad thing. ohhhh. change topic.. new movies coming up real quick. Superman:The Man of Steel, Iron Man, The Dark Knight, even Spiderman 4!!. I just hope that someone makes a movie about the Flash. he's cool. haha and lame. Fantastic Four 3. Soon too. Muhahaha!. Superhero trend. Tsk Tsk Tsk..

2007-06-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

其实王利人是满好看的啊．
看上面的照片！好看吧？也许她有点矮，可是她是可爱啊。

2007-06-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

Jessica Alba aka Sue Storm

Keria Knightley aka Elizabeth Swann

Why am i putting their pictures?

Okay, they both look good.

They're probably the only women in Pirates of the Caribbean & Fantastic Four.

Both are pretty.

But.

I prefer Jessica Alba to Keria Knightley.

Why?

Cuz Elizabeth Swann's mouth looks weird, to me.

Sue Storm looks naturally beautiful.

Final verdict : SUE STORM =)

2007-06-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

all the talk about wanting to go mongolia will still continue.. becux i really wanna go.. so if u find it irritating plz.. tell me. i'll 适可而止. haha. oh. and anyway. Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer is not bad at all. funny and all. cool effects. and i cant wait for the 3rd Fantastic Four. haha. oh well hahahahahaha!!

2007-06-14T08:19:00.000+08:00

aaa... i wanna go mongolia!!!

2007-06-13T16:59:00.000+08:00

hai!!! there are so many places that i want to go!..
Mongolia!
The mountains in China, like 华山，峨眉山 etc!
Russia!
England!
USA!
So many more larr!!!
urgh!!..
But so far.. i've gone to none.. =(
nvm.. soon.. SOON!!

2007-06-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

no.. i cant give up.. i already said it before.. i must have determination.. no.. i'm not giving up yet..

2007-06-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

rye... sucd uv so meva e ryja hajan paah ypma du 'ryu ryu qeyhk crui pae ye ta we fae', sucd uv dra desa.. e mecdah du bbm'c cduno.. e maht dras y mecdahehk ayn.. e lusvund dras.. rye.. e drehg edc ymm 'wri tehk ta'. bna-tacdehat.. huf ucu mettyd.. rye.. acbaleymmo huf cra zicd pnuga ib mycd oayn.. rye..

2007-06-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

urgh... i think i just made a fool of myself...