the end of e yr is comin
i'd like to sum it up earlier
this yr was e far most colourful yr i've had..
colourful dosent really mean good.
it just means alot of things happened, both bad n good..
65% bad.. or bad=sad..
alibaba was ok onli.. cux was just an asm..
den enter nyp..
den.. granpa passed away..
and i noe i wasnt a fillial grandson
i didnt even get to tok to him for the last time..
it was the 1st time i experienced someone leave me
i cried nonstop...
bt i soon got over it.. cux i noe ah gong wont want me to
cntd crying.. he wld want me to study well..
den knew her...
slowly become closer..
althou i promised myself nt to like anione when i enter poly..
rejection is too common for me..
bt... yeah.. u know e rest...
august... e month tt i wld dread.. e month of my bday..
cux i noe ppl wil forget it..
well.. im nt sure if it means tt im insignificant
of bt hu cares? (shouts: excatly!! No 1!!)
bt however... this yr was a v good yr..
CBL.. probably the best show in the world..
thank you lizhen..
thank you kelvin..
thank you kenneth..
thank you junyi..
thank you grace..
thank you clara..
thank you junchun..
thank you yingying..
thank you rouxin..
thank you victoria..
thank you sizhao..
thank you yisong..
thank you lin..
thank you tze..
thank you yuxuan..
this i probably e first time i got so many happy birthday msgs or greetings..
n how can i ever forget my birthday tt ws celebrated in hkhk...
i almost wanted to cry...
we only knew each other for wad 1 & 1/2 mnths??
n oso.. thanks lizhen.. for the presents..
i havent given you anithing for yours thou..
i'll giv it to u soon..
yeah.. so this yr's august was e best month i cld ever haf..
if i cld i'd like to re-live it forever.. bt i noe its impossible..
then the zhou chu performance wasnt e best prod i thout i wld turn out to be..
and we broke up after e prod..
or shud i say during..
i thought abt it alot..
i did regret the decision...
bt i noe i cannot turn back..
it'll be too cruel..
nt for me.. bt to her..
tts is y i chose to break..
bad.. bad..
bad=sad..
this yr sucks.. (except aug)..
so yeah.. bad bad yr..


after you guys read this.. feel free to debate with me.. although im sure all of yall are gonna feel the same way as me.. yeah..

its time i took out the mask i had a yr ago..
the freaking smiley face tts on show to everyone..
cux i can find no other person in this world to share my problems with..