ok..
finally had free time to blog
was so shag when i reached home ytd
and i still had to study
fell aslp halfway though

ok..
i broke my hard shell
i opened up
i was suprised that i did
i was so glad that this helped me
i cldnt let go some things
i cldnt open up
bt i did anyway

ok..
went to the camp looking foward to it
discovered alot of people not coming
was really disappointed
was sent to little india
bt i was really blank
cux was told to not tok to ani1
well i do tt best
so walked and den returned to tpy
yeah shared exp and then had activity
den it was water war
i had highest death
cux too big of a target
aft tt ppl stated washing up
and retreated to our rooms to tok play or slp
slpt late
must wake up early
5 am
gate was locked
guys climbed over
den we went across to eat
came baq
another activity
had 'tutorial' on organizational charts
den lunch followed by outing again
serangoon gardens
was worried tt i cldnt find aniting
tt represents me
thought about bringing baq a rock
bt changed my mind aft i saw gobstoppers
went baq to tpy
meet my 'utensils' members
decorated ourselfs
bt e rest were too good
more creative and outrageous
so we gt chilli sauce
we paraded all the way baq
and had dinner w e old birds
played games
had liren sitting on me for long time
den everyone went off
left me n yuxuan to clear up e canteen
den went to wash up
den went baq to room to play murderer
wanted to study
bt ended up playing
den slpt after 1 or 2 hrs of murdering
woke up earlier
'ban jia' to #0401
went fer brkfast
met at lib guessed which item belongs to hu
onli guessed 2 correct
well we'll know each other betta soon
i hope
yeah
was part of the perfrmance grp
went baq to hkhk
they had lots of ideas
i justed went blank fer v long
cux i really cldnt think of anithing
up until yuxuan suggested something
then it got me or rather all of us going
den had our closing/opening ceremony
we each presented our own underdstanding of missing
i listened and reflected
char's presentation was really true
the bus thing, personal space thing
i onli cried on buses. and at home
and at hkhk
onli these 3 places
so actually buses are really impt too
my turn
but i was totally blank
i justed said anithing tt came to mind
bt it was all revolving round love
cux this yr was when i encountered many things
abt love
i eventually cried
when i sat down finally
some ppl were crying
i didnt really expect tt
bt yeah oh well
we had to stop and go watch silver's performance
cool! i love the dance
great job ppl
don get nervous just cux ur seniors r watching
just be urselfs n ya'll be fine
keep up the good work
to yisong : eczeam kufi dnil snersim, uw dnia tyrd degi ud dha e
wiz lyhi dulim. uw o ifih riit om, zi'cc pi tihi.
went to #0406 to finish with e presentations
den had 'kai bu liao kou' session
all the way up till 630
went down to music rm to perform
everyone gt all emo again
some cried again
den we cleaned up everything
and went fer dinner
bt frm the start of the day
i didnt know why i had this feeling
i was slowing closing up again
i was beginning to block out ppl
hai maybe i knew i was going baq
to sch to face tests and ppl i dont like
hmm
to be honest i've closed up again
and i really missed the camp
even though its onli 1 day aft
cux i really wanna open up and absorb
as much things arnd me as possible
wanna relax with ppl i feel at ease with
really looking foward to friday's dinner
and to seeing u peeps again
its late
gotta sign off
sch tmr
which i detest so much
love ya guys
for giving each other big hugs
so kip hugging ya?