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i feel tt im thinking too much?
or issit the truth tt wad i fear
is actually happening?
or maybe its cuz im closing up
whatever it is im not happy
i doubt its gonna go away
and it will stay for awhile

maybe i start to not trust ppl?

maybe due to my role in e production?

maybe cuz of my actions or words?

maybe the heavens detest me?

maybe its just me......

feel like im drifting away though
the camp made me feel happy

i seem to have found a new shell
and gotten cozy in it
hopefully i can still get out
hopefully.....

i can only hope...