Hi all. im back.. although i still have exams on monday. just gonna post abit abt my CNY happenings. 'chu xi', went reunion dinner w family.

<== This i made w noodles, veg,carrots & shao rou.

'chu yi' went to 3 places onli to bai nian. cux dis yr grandma overseas, 'ah gong' passed away, so 'ah ma' say canot bai nian. then 'chu er' went my aunt's place. got lion dance. haha. v re nao. bt tts all for my CNY this yr.. cux 'chu san' studying again.. sianz man.. hahaha. bt 3 papers left now!! faster end man!!!!

My SECRET post :

hahaa. guess your pretty smart. BUT as i said this is a secret post. so hahahaha.


Bet you cant read my post eh?
hahahaa.

i've made many choices which i felt i would not regret my decision..
yes.. many.. but not this one..
i chose to end it.. i felt it was better for both..
it might be for her..
bt i gradually discovered my feelings were wrong..
words are like water.. once spill and it can not be retrieved..
memories are just like the air i breathe...
when i see something.. thoughts flood my mind..
memories seem to break through my thin 'firewall'..
i see myself standing there with her..
trying to shake them off by looking away..
but turning to another direction..
my mind shows me another memory..
just got home...
read thru our once called diary..
there was not only tears...
but also full of regrets...
i can only look back
and say that i didn't cherish what i had..
just like the jay chou's 'Tui Hou' MV
"i've changed, but it's too late."