oo yeah
oo yeah
got in got in
oh yeah oh yeah
we got thru to finals
muhahaha
now must protect my throat
muhahaha

wah sian..
tml got another test..
biz environment
damned boring
cux all from e text
which also means
remembering stuff
y cant i haf more tests like pofm
okok. betta go study
don wan to do badly for this sem
someone's doing much betta den me
sian. feel so depressed suddenly
y cant i put more effort into studying?
i hate memorising work
cannot. biz com nxt week must score
like 45+ marks. don believe i cannot

project facing crisis liao
bt somehow manage to solve it
miracle.....
tml oso voiceout auditions
not v confident leh
v scared lata audition kena out
wah. den ... tsk tsk tsk...

err. cant find a redder one.. urgh...

Realisation

after wad jie said
it really made me think
is the outside really more 'pro' than ....
well, she has been helpin out in outside stuff
and she definitely knows more than me
now i begin to wonder
where shud i go from now
shud i go outside to have a look?
or stay, the place where all my frens are?
hai... i shall decide sooner or later
bt now..
i shall concentrate on my nxt thing






My Sky isn't Blue too

someone once told me
"in order to achieve great things, one should let go of small things"
it may seem all drama-mama, bt somehow
its true..
i've come to realise this these few weeks
and im still learning...
the person also said
"growing up is not about others, it's about you"
yes...
i was childish..
too childish..
time for me to grow up..
time for me to take charge of my own life
and do what i want to do
and not wait for people to act

"my sky, it isn't blue. it is any colour i want it to be"
"what colour is your sky?"

me?

my sky is blood red...

ahhh!
finally..
wow. its been a month since i last updated. cool. tts long.
haha. busy. tired. bt still tts not an excuse. everyone's busy n tired too
im just too lazy to update. haha.

MiSSiNg__
was so nervous at e backsatge, thinking abt how the reception would be.
when it all ended, felt tt the audience's 'xiao dian‘ pretty weird.
funny parts there were no laughter, nt tt funny, they luaghed their heads off.
*scratches head* oh well. different pts of view.

for the past few days was really great, working with a big grp of crew and cast
in such a small 'theatre', its just like a v big family living in a house.
one performance down, 3 to go, 3 more wars left to battle. and im already so tired.
i'll go regain some o my energy..















and i discovered, im a lousy speaker.. urgh..